inbetween a hard rock…

lostgi — Thu, 22 Feb 2007 21:17:14 +0000

first blog entry and its not a happy go lucky one. lets see…well i met someone…
and well i knew he was “taken”. so i had planned on just hangin out..doin what i do and leave it
at that. thats what i planned to do, thats not what happened. we spoke on the phone, emailed and hung
out when we could. we lived a few hours apart, so meetin up wasnt so easy, but it seemed like things were
going well. then out of the blue…bam! his wife finds out…man my heart was racing…and how
did i find out? i got a freakin email…”hey im gonna cut to the chase. my wife found all the emails
that you sent. blah blah blah. i dont think we should talk for awhile…” oh man it was like
a brick. the things that went through my head. 1. Damn, i about to get kicked out 2. Fuck it wasnt
suppose to be like this. 3. oh god, help! lol. oh man. it was rough. It was like a guy who
smokes and goes cold turkey. i got attached to him…i got used to the text in the morning, the
text before bed…or during the day…or the phone call or email…i was just hooked and i didnt
care…but after we got caught…i realized…man…i dont want someone doing that shit to me…
so it hit hard. since we werent talking…i sent him an email saying i apologized to his wife. But do
i regret doing it? no, i dont think so. it was a learning experiance, definately. i just know
will not allow myself to put myself in a situation where i can be vulnerable again. and life
keeps moving along…..

Hello world!

lostgi — Thu, 22 Feb 2007 20:42:41 +0000

Welcome to Unsilence.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it, then start blogging!

my life

inbetween a hard rock…

Hello world!